Interesting

I'm beginning to realize that I've spent far too much time and energy wishing to be pretty, and not nearly enough time going out and doing things to make myself more interesting. And I'd like to be interesting. Not just to other people. But to myself. Pretty fades eventually. Interesting is with you till the end. At least that's what I'd like to believe.

Drafts

Sorry I haven't written here for awhile. I keep writing posts in a delirious haze and then I end up reading over them and deciding not to publish them or to wait. The doubt creeps in and then everything just seems to remain in my drafts folder, never getting posted until it seems like it's not worth posting at all, or the moment has passed. I am trying to do better. I am trying. One of these days I'll write something worth publishing. Something that makes some kind of sense. And I won't think, I'll just hit publish. One of these days...but not quite yet. 

Until then,
Love & Chaos,
Sam